Thank You Love

To whom it may concern,

After such a long time you’re gone from my side, now am awake from my dream. Your lights come, touches me, without am thinking, i feel you. I can feel you near and just next to me. What the hell am i thinking? All of you just dismissed. I cannot have you. Am no longer yours, you are gone. Wake up Fatin, wake up! Don’t live in a dreams that you create. People have their own mindset, their own goal to achieved. Remember what people said, if you love someone let them go, set them free, if they come back his yours. But the other way round, if they don’t fight for you, they’re not right for you. What is that fucking bullshit just happen? Forget about it. Is a mess to think over and over again. The fairy tale was fated to end badly. I know it was you who came by just to see how sad i am without you. Yes i admit, i miss you. Sometimes. I can’t barely stand on my own feet. Just to wonder how do i do this without you. Well, now i realize that i have feelings. I never thought it was that easy to let you off from this wrecking ship. You blew me off like a blue ocean bubble that will pop anytime. I have to thank you for your give and take, thank you for your opportunity, thank you for giving time, thank you for your time, thank you for your concern, thank you for your considerate, thank you for your understanding, thank you for your temporary love, it mean so much to me. I do appreciate and respect you for being my captain on the ship till the very moment we decided not to continue our journey further.

Terima Kasih Cinta.

Love,

f.

10 Signs He’s Secretly A Jerk

James Michael Sama

Not all men who are players are just players. Some work harder to put on more of an act in order to get, and keep your attention – but they’re not really who they say they are.

A fake gentleman is a more evolved version of a player. He puts on a facade for even longer than it takes for a one night stand. He may keep up appearances for awhile but he does small things along the way that make you raise your eyebrows and wonder if he’s just a wolf in sheep’s clothing.

Here are a few signs that he isn’t what he seems to be.

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He is nice to you, but not to those around you.

I always encourage women to pay attention to how the man they’re dating treats the waitress/waiter, bartender, doorman, those on the street, or others whom he has no formal interest…

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Fathers Day Dinner @ Tous Les Jours

I hope is not too late to wish a very Happy Fathers Day to all my uncles, especially to my dad! The most awesome dad in the world. We well spent our time on Fathers Day yesterday. Begin our lazy Sunday by travelling to Seremban for breakfast, at my brothers house, travel back to Subang for a lunch at Grand Dorsett, and later at night we went for a family dinner at Empire Subang. The main focus here is dinner at Tous Les Jours, Empire Subang. It was great experienced to had dinner at authentic bakery like Tous Les Jours. Pronounce as too-leh-joo is a French-Asian bakery serving sweets and savory pastries, breads with all natural highest quality ingredients from Korea.

The Place – Awesome. You can actually feel like you are in Korea. With the songs the played, the people, the environment and everything. They have two seating place that you can choose. Outdoor and air conditioned. But with first come first serve basis seating. Its quite tight and small space inside. Not really spacious as they are bakery cafe some kind of that. So you cant compare with the neighbor Jibby n Co because there are really restaurant and cafe. Why i come out with Jibby? Because they are facing to each other.

The Food – Good! Healthy. They use natural organic ingredients that’s the reason why you feel like eating something healthy. LOL So we had muhroom panini, peach danish, almond base pastries, and also one small chocolate crumb cake that’s not too sweet, my mum love it!And the drinks is great. I never expected this kind of bakery having a super nice drinks. Like always i had caramel macchiato, not really thick but i love it, my sister with her mocha, my mum latte and as usual my dad with his hot chocolate. They served drinks in big mug.    

The Price – Over priced. We are not having a proper meal, just some pastries and its cost us almost RM80. With the tax and service charged too. Overall this is how you chill and having coffee with family on Fathers Day. Cheers!

Visit them at 

Empire Shopping Gallery Subang

Ground Floor, Valet Parking Entrance,

Jalan SS16/1, 47500 Subang Jaya

Bangsar 

39-41 Jalan Telawi 3, Bangsar Baru,
Kuala Lumpur
Tel : +603-2201 3526

WOLO Jln Bukit Bintang

126, 126A-C, Jalan Bukit Bintang,
Kuala Lumpur
Tel : +603-4065 0088

W – tlj.com.my

FB – http://www.facebook.com/TLJMalaysia

Double B

While writing this, am having a hot green tea with dark chocolate home made cookies from my cousins engagement day last weekend. My cousins from Singapore are the owner of one online business called Double B. B stands for Bulat or in English round. So they actually selling sweets and savory pastries. From baking cakes to cookies to anything you like. They do candy buffet too at wedding receptions, or any small gathering and occasions. Love the sweets pastries which not so sweet so that the oldies wont complain. Love the packaging too! Which Ramadhan and Raya festive is just around the corner, they do kuih raya too. To any sweet tooth Singaporean, or Malaysian stay near to them, why don’t you give them a try. All the best Manje & Azie!

The most efficient way to contact with them is at rehan.maarof@gmail.com  

   

Vacay : Singapore

Good Morning All! A weekend gateway with family to the cleanest city in the world really worth it. But its freaking tiring. Definitely will come again soon. We had really limited time. With more than five hours journey due to the traffic jammed, and so little time to have a tour all around the city. Really need to keep updated on Singapore. It keep growing with super massive sky scrappers. Good job Singapore!

Reminder. Please make sure your have your touch n go top up to use at the Johor tol as they only have a counter of touch n go and smart tag. And also auto pass to enter car in Singapore. They will charged a compulsory amount of SGD 6.40 to enter and exit Singapore by using Auto pass. Not just that, there will be ERP’s, parking, mrt’s, and anywhere!you have to scanned your Auto pass card anywhere and everywhere! Top up at the nearest 7 eleven convenient store. That’s all for now. Thank you!

Losing myself

Hello there, am sorry ive been posting moody stuff this week. But this is what i feel right now. It just come out from my pure lil heart. Bare in mind am only human.

There’ve been several times so far in my life that I’ve lost myself. I’ve stopped, dead in my tracks, and wondered where I’m headed, why am going that way and if I even want to be destined for that place.

Most days, I don’t know and on good days, I’m faintly sure I’ve make the worst decision of my lifetime so far. Am bad in making decisions. Every day is a new challenge, a new chance to get it wrong, another opportunity to question any and everything that I’ve done up until this point. I always question something am not sure with or maybe question why we have to go that way. Any particular reason why?

There’s something, though, that’s just so incredibly awe-inspiring and magical about being lost, about not knowing what comes next, about leaving it all up to fate and chance and opportunity and the excitement of a spot on a map that brings with it all the hopefulness of a lifetime.

Probably losing myself for a moment, for a week, for a month, for a year. Allow me being zoned out.

Love,

F.

My baby shot me down

I hit the ground again. Another failure, another cry, another hard time, another heartbroken. I feel numb, hopeless, helpless, can i go through this? Lay me down gently. I fear and i am broken.